Friendships in Disguise

I believe in you!

When I got weary of life's trials, you were there with words of comfort, so gentle and kind, you pulled me through, with a friendship so honest and true.  You walked into my life when I least expected it, you held my hand unforeseen when I thought I couldn't go on, you pulled me through.  You sang to me from the depth of your heart and soul, the poems you wrote were so kind and understanding, to me you are the light that shines so bright in the sky on a cloudy day. You're in my heart to stay for there you will be until my dying day, a love so pure not many see.

 I know you don't see what I see in you, for you think you are like an unknown creature, hidden from sight, only to those who want to see, not many can see the real you like I see you.  With eyes unseen and words unspoken, the heart cries out to be heard, for the love you have inside for one and all, even those who cannot see the real you, I am sure many a tear has been cried, for all that love you feel inside, reaching out to those who will accept it, and accept you just as you are. The love you have is pure as the driven snow, a treasure that I feel blessed to have known.

 A friendship I consider to have been a blessing in disguise.  You give of yourself selflessly, with a love that knows no bounds for all those who can and cannot see the real you, all that you stand for and for the many years you have given of yourself to those who never took the time to see the you I see, and you took the time to reach out from the depth of the soul, to touch so many lives in a way unknown, a gift from God, you shared abundantly, for all to see you were what he wanted you to be, never wavering, but kept treading on, throughout your life, until it was time to take a stand, for not many could see the one you knew that was meant to be.

To have felt the pull many years ago, not understanding why, but just knew a gift from God was pulling at my soul, back then I couldn’t figure out what it was, until I grew, then I knew the touch of God’s hand on a heart that could be touched and eyes to see, a human being with a spirit that my soul could relate.

I thank God every day for the friendships that I have known, I have been so blessed to have in all in my life, I hope someday you will see the truth in what I say, when I tell you I love you, from the depth of my heart and soul. May the blessings of God reach out to you every day and fill your life with blessings in abundance as he has given me with friendships and loved ones that I treasure the most.

My Beloved and Dreams of a Neverland

My beloved please come take my hand and lead me away from this forsaken land,  take me to a place that only you and I understand, a place so far a Neverland,where only love can grow with no bounds.  Lets fly high above the clouds, leaving all our cares behind, if only for a short time.

Come fly with me to that distant land where flowers galore are blooming everywhere, every color, every hue, a glorious sight to behold. blankets of soft green grass everywhere.  Sit with me,to look at all this land beholds, watch the waterfalls cascade down the cliff, as the rays of sun glistens to make rainbows of color to light the sky. 
White doves soar through the blue skies, spreading their wings gliding through the air. Not really going anywhere just gliding in the breeze without a care.

Oh my beloved, come take my hand and just absorb the wonderous sights of this Neverland of delight.  A love so beautiful for two people to see, we can go there hand in hand, please come get me and take me away from this forsaken land.  Lets roam this Neverland and let love flourish to the greatest heights unknown, that only ,you and I can understand, the beautiful sight of this Neverland.

Drowning In My Tears

Drowning In My Tears

What is happening to me,

Baby I am so in love with you,

I can't fight it,

I can't hide it.

There is nothing I can do but love you in silence, 

Drowning in my tears, because of my fears.

My love is so deep, it is consuming me and daily I weep.

Drowning in my tears, I want to tell you, just how much

I love you.

Just one touch, one kiss to stop this burning desire. 

I am still here after all these years, 

Drowning in my tears holding on to a dream, 

with a hope that is dying daily, because

I see the reflections of the past, of so many

rejections, 

they keep me drowning in my tears and my fears.

Tell me what am I to do. My heart tells me that hope and 

dreams do come true, 

but in my head I know, in reality it will never be.

To have the Love of my heart to love me back is the greatest 

desire. 

The pain becomes so hard to bare, this love I have inside.

I am drowning in my tears, you are all I think of 

each and every day, on what could be. 

As my hopes and dreams are diminishing, I continue to

Drown in my tears. 

What am I to do?

Why, Why, Why?

Why, Why, Why

As I sit here thinking, I want to scream and cry,

Why, Why, Why?

A human with a beautiful soul could be

treated so cold. 

They drag his name through the mud and

the saga never ends. 

Why, Why, Why?

Why can't they just leave him alone?

I wonder what would happen if the tables were turned, and 

Karma will come back to those who do these

terrible deeds to this man,

we all love and call our friend.

He gave his love and his all,  to be what God had planned.

Why, Why, Why?

Why can't they just leave him alone?

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Remembering Through Sands of Time

As the sands of time keeps pouring through the hour glass, I still remember the time.

The love I felt was so divine, that blissful night, it was like no other I had ever felt before.

It was the first time in my life I have ever felt anything so pure and so sweet, nothing in my life time have I ever felt anything like it.

It melted my heart and touched my soul, the love and caring was so real.

The conversation was so nice, a communication as I have never had before, no one has ever talked to me so truthful and kind.

Showing me things, as we went along, I wasn't scared, I felt secure in just knowing you were there.

I felt the love in the deepest part of my soul, with the sweetest music playing as we went along.

We bonded so well in just a few short hours, like no other have I bonded so fast before.

I could not believe this was happening to me, I did not have to question because I knew it was real.

It felt so right being with you that night, and as time has passed I don’t have to wonder or guess, the two I talked too is the best.

So no matter what life brings my way, you are in my heart to stay. You both are now in my heart and in my soul, because what I thought then as one was really two, I have since learned.

I will stand by your sides and support you both in every way, because you both live in my heart, and there you will never part.

I will be there for you as you have been there for me, no matter the distance or the hour; I am your friend and always will be until the end.

I love you with all my heart, to two of my best friends.

Friends and Heartaches

All I ever tried to be was a friend as you wanted, like no other one to stick closer to you like a sister or brother.

This much I tried to give, with all of my heart and all my soul, someone to stand by you through thick and thin, bad times and the good, sad times and also the happy moments too.  Your joy was my joy too.

I guess, all the love and caring did not matter, as I thought it could, it is still there no matter, or how many times I have been hurt.

I did not ask anything of you, only looked to you for friendship like no other. Although my heart became involved it still did not matter, because I knew you did not care for me the way I cared for you.

I was always honest and true with you from the beginning, I didn't change, and yes I still want the same.

You still mean the world to me, no matter the pain, I will get through given time, I lived like this most of my life, and words are cheap when not said from the heart.  

My love for you will go on endlessly, no matter the circumstances, even if I am the one who gets hurt in the end.

I never wanted you to shut me out of your life completely, because that is not what friendship is all about.

We are friends on my part, and that will never change, because brother or sister you are still in my heart, and from there I will never let you part.

My Dreams Takes Me to Heaven

My dreams take me to heaven, when I dream of you and me.

I hear your voice whisper, as we lay side by side on a blanket of green grass

As we lay side by side with our arms wrapped around each other, holding each other so tight

The softly lit sky of a fiery glow as the hues of orange, red and yellow fills the evening sky

I run my fingers through your hair and gently pull your head down to mine

For a soft tender kiss, to taste the sweet nectar of your tender kisses,

Sweeter than any of the finest wine a taste that only you can have, so intoxicating as the finest

Aged wine ever made.

I pull you closer to feel you whole body touching mine, my body aches to feel every

Part of you

I don’t want to miss a chance to hold you ever so near.  Your love filling me to

The core of my being as no other has ever done before.

I plant kisses on your neck softly and gently feeling your body tremble

As my hands run down your back ever so lightly and feel you shiver from

My loving touch, everything forgotten for a little while so we can

Enjoy the feel of each other ever so close,

And feel our hearts beating in rhythm of our love, and our bodies tremble

From the want and need of each other, a glorious feeling that we share

Like never before with no other, as a love brand new, waiting to be

Explored

Touch me baby, hold me like you will never let me go. Oh baby let me take you there

Only a place you and I can share, a place you and I can travel from time to time.

I need you, I love you so much.

Please don’t wake me from my dream, because you see, this is where you and I can

Be together all the time and I can only hope someday, somewhere, somehow is

All I can hope for, because of the way you make me feel.